Love.
Did i mention one of the best thing that happen to me in my life is getting together with my current bf.
I guess i've never mention how amazing this guy is.
He is the kind of bf who will stand by you no matter what.
I mean it.
Recently, i was pretty stress out with certain things.
I called him & i start crying.
He tried to console me.
Instead of feeling grateful, i yelled back at him.
Insisting that he doesn't understand my situation.
& i even hung up the phone.
He tried calling back a couple of times but i choose to hang up.
He did not get mad or anything, instead he chose another way.
He text-ed me a 3 pages long msg. Telling me that he will be there no matter what happen.
Maybe this doesn't sound like hes being very nice or whatsoever.
But you will feel otherwise if you were the one talking to me on the phone.
My tone & everything is super duper bad.
& i guess i didn't mention i am a paranoid gf?
I feel insecure almost all the time.
A few months ago, he start gym-ing.
He have lesser time for me due to that.
I start to think a lot.
Thinking that he didn't want to meet me & everything.
I even quarrel with him due to that.
He didn't think i was ridiculous. Instead he try to talk things out with me
This is only one example. There are many times i quarrel with him
due to small little things like that.
& every single time he will find a way to make me happy.
He introduce me to all his friends. He allows me to see his messages.
He always find time for me.
He did many things just to make me feel less insecure.
I'm really grateful to have this wonderful bf.
Thanks for every single thing you have done for me.
I know i'm super far from being a good gf.
But i promise i will try. I really will.
