"Waiting for your call, i'm sick, call i'm angry, call i'm desperate for your voice
I miss the happy me.
& i miss him so much. Army is a horror.
God damn tired from all these dramas.
When will my life gets better?
Okay i have to admit for the past few years, it was pretty good.
Why can't it stay like before?
I'm trying my best to hold back my tears.
This is definitely one the years i cry the most.
I used to be strong. Very strong.
Or should i say at least i hid my emotions well.
Maybe i'm tired. Maybe i'm just too sick of shit happening in my life.
